Pain and questions

Once again, God has redirected my feet, smashed my dreams and given me a new direction to pursue.  I get frustrated by the simple things and He has to humble me.  He took the unborn baby from my wife's womb.  (We named him Nehemiah Caellum Griffing... he was too young to tell the gender, but we assume that he's a boy).  Also, my awesome orders to a Special Boat Team were cancelled and the orders I got are to a Carrier.  It's not a bad job, (actually, it's about as good as I could hope for for a safe, normal progression on my career... but it's not NSW...)  God has His reasons.  Nevertheless, I'm bummed.  I'll probably take it out on the road tonight or tomorrow... run about 10k or so.